My Name Is Snickerdoodle: My Little Lesson

3.20.2006

My Little Lesson


I had a moment of weakness on Saturday. I was flipping through a catalogue and saw this adorable Willow Tree figurine and started to cry. My heart ached with the thought of losing hope with trying to have kids. I made a desicion a long time ago that I would stop crying about not having children. Granted, I still cry every now and then, but those moments are far and few between not. Within the seconds that I saw this, I envisioned my future kids whispering down to me to not loose my hope. This touched me so much that I did one of those "real life" scrapbook pages that I refused to do in the past. I always thought that scrapbooks needed to be full of happiness and smiles, but that's not real life all the time. My perspective has changed that my layouts need to be full of emotion, whether happy or sad. I love it when I learn new lessons in just a matter of seconds!

4 comments:

  1. Amy!
    what an amazing post - you are such a wonderul person, i can't wait for you to be a mommy!

    hugs!
    cammi

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  2. Just stopped by...beautiful post.
    Keep hoping.
    :)

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  3. beautiful post. don't give up!

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  4. I can totally relate to the baby issues. My husband and I have been trying since we got married and to no avail. Its sad and frustrating and something very few of my friends truly understand. But I know that there is a reason for all of this, i just have to believe that it will happen when life is truly ready. I'll keep you in my prayers.

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